kitongzki

After more than a year with People Support, I think the month of August has been the most promising month. I was able to get better QA scores for voice and flawless for storefront processing. Outstanding voice and processing AHT and most of all, never incurred any tardiness or absences.

It's only now that I realized that I can perform better if only I just push myself a bit. I did this because, I want to show somebody that I am worth it. I'll continue performing well and hope for the best.  

Currently listening to: 112 - Crazy ove you
Currently feeling: toma magisa...

kitongzki

It's already September... Isa lang ibig sabihin nito. In two months time, botday ko na. So as early as now, I'll be posting my birthday wishes... Pagipunan nyo na ah...

1. Lacoste Shirt.

2. Billabong plaid walk shorts or cargo shorts.

3. Rip Curl Shirt.

4. Jacket from American BLVD, yung AKURTZ, mura lang sya impernes... 600 lang.

5. Belt, preferably from Springfield.

6. Motorola E6.

7. Mac Book Pro or yung bagong HP Pavillion, yung parang Mac.

9. Ipod na bago or any mp3 player.

10. HDTV ng samsung. yung tag 50k pwede na.

Seriously... Simple lang gusto ko... I just wanna see Ven again... Kung may makakagawa nun... May gift cert sakin from starbucks... hehehe...

kitongzki

Mahigit isang taon na akong nagtatrabaho bilang isang callcenter agent dito sa PeopleSupport. Dati, sinabi ko sa sarili ko, hindi ako magtatrabaho sa callcenter, pero ito ako ngayon, isang agent at natutunan ko ng mahalin itong trabaho ko marahil na rin siguro sa sweldo ko dito at syempre, sa mga taong nakilala ko dito sa trabahong ito. Mga kaibigang makukulit at magugulo, tahimik at maingay, umiinom at hindi umiinom, nagyoyosi at hindi nagyoyosi at kung anu-ano pa. Masaya ang buhay ko dito. Pero minsan, kapag medyo nagmumuni-muni ako, naiisip ko kung ito nga ba talaga ang gusto kong gawin. Sa totoo lang, nagtataka ako kung bakit ako nakatagal dito sa trabahong ito dahil mabilis talaga akong magsawa. Nagpapasalamat nalang ako at hindi pa ako nagsasawa dahil hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupulutin kung mag-resign ako o matangal ako dito sa trabaho ko ngayon.

Pero, naiisip ko narin mag-apply ng promotion kung meron mang opening at ito ang dahilan kung bakit pilit kong inaayos ang stats ko. Gusto din syempre umangat at umakyat sa sinasabi nilang corporate ladder. Alam kong madami pa akong kakaining bigas (hindi literal, malakas talaga akong kumain) bago ako mapromote pero sabi nga nila, lahat naman ay napag-aaralan. Sana, sa mga darating na panahon, magkaroon na ako ng lakas ng loob para mag-apply at sana kapag dumating na yung panahon na yun, handa na ako. Gusto ko talaga ipakita sa lahat na may kwenta akong tao.

Limang taon mula ngayon... Nasaan na kaya ako? Saan ako pupulutin?

Sa totoo lang, hindi ko alam ang sagot. Gusto ko parin magtapos ng pag-aaral ko para kahit paano ay mayroon akong mapatunayan sa sarili ko at sa magulang ko at pati narin sa ibang tao na ang tingin sa akin ay isang "dirtbag", "bum" at kung anu-ano pa. Gusto ko din naman magkaroon ng halaga itong buhay ko. Bukod sa uminom at magyosi, gusto ko din naman makapagtayo ng sariling negosyo. Naiisip ko kasi, baka hindi rin ako magtagal dito sa trabaho at baka dumating din ang panahon na magsawa na ako sa ginagawa ko. Hindi rin sapat yung sideline ko na pag-gawa ng website dahil wala din naman akong regular na kliyente.

Kung hindi ko man ituloy ang pag-aaral ko. Gusto ko nalang kumuha ng mga "Basic Courses" katulad ng Photography, Website Design at Graphic Arts para kahit paano ay mayroon ang certificate. Balak ko rin kasing mag-trabaho sa ibang bansa katulad ng Singapore o kaya sa Australia.

Limang taon mula ngayon... may asawa at anak na kaya ako?

Sagot ko diyan, hindi ko alam. Mahigit isang taon na rin akong nag-iisa at walang katuwang sa buhay (lalim nun ah!). Nakaka-burat na maghintay. Nagka-burat narin maghabol sa mga taong tinatangihan ka at inaayawan. Nakaka-pagod. Pero isa lang ang alam ko sa ngayon, isang tao parin yung hinihintay ko. Handa ko parin tangapin siya ng buong buo at lahat ng kalat na kasama nya sa pag-balik kung babalik man siya. Madrama man ako kung minsan, pero ito ako. Wala kayong pakialam.

Limang taon mula ngayon... Walang may alam kung nasaan na ako... o kung nasaan ka na... Hintayin nalang natin... Mag-abang... Manalig... Magdasal... at higit sa lahat... Maniwala sa sarili...

Adios amigos!

Currently listening to: Simply Red - Stars
Currently reading: Friend's Blog...
Currently feeling: groggy

kitongzki

There's something missing in my life...

I have no idea what it is...

I wish I know what it is...

Can somebody tell me what it is...

Can somebody shoot me now...

Maybe I need a bullet in my temple to wake me up and pull me out of this blackhole that I am in... 

Currently listening to: Coldplay - The Scientist
Currently feeling: weird

kitongzki

I bought a D-Link Wireless and Cable router yesterday so that I'd be able to link the two PC I have. I had to shell out 2500 for it and thanks God, my dad's friend gave a 30 meter ethernet high-speed cable which would actually cost me around 3000 or more. She gave it for free.

I spent half of my day today to set up the network. Had to tape the cable temporarily at my brother's room since my room is the back part of the house. The main computer is located at the living room.

Having a Wireless Router made me decide to get a Wi-FI capable phone for my birthday. So instead of buying the Motorola ROKR E6, I decided that I'll get the Sony Ericsson P990i, which is by the way, cheaper than the Motorola ROKR E6. The P990i has more feature than the E6.

After buying the phone maybe next week, my next target is a new and a more decent looking computer table for my room and a new comfy chair. Damn it, I'm using a bangko right now. It's cool though but it gets uncomfy after some time. hehehe...

Currently listening to: Amber Pacific - Thoughts before me
Currently feeling: Wireless...

kitongzki

I wanna have a new digital camera though my dad recetly bought a new digital camera for my mom. Not sure what model it is but i think it's a Sony CyberShot which is worth 39k in the market right now but dad bought it from a friend who won the digital camera on a raffle. I think he got it for like 20k to 25k. But this is what I really wanna have for Christmas.

A brandnew digital slr from Canon or Nikon. It should either be a Canon EOS400d or Nikon D40.

Check them out... Can't wait to get my hands on these babies!

Canon EOS 400d

Currently listening to: People taking calls...

kitongzki

Yipee! I got my new phone already. It's a Sony Ericsson P990i. Can't wait to use it. As of this writing, I have only sent a single text message using that phone and I think I would really need to read the manual. Grabe, nose bleed gamitin. Kinalikot ko na sya kaninang lunch ko kaya napilitan akong kumain sa Mcdo, dapat kasi sa JollyJeep lang eh. Got it for 16220 pesoses, pero installment to. Three months to pay and the payment must be done every payday. Medyo gipitan to pero ok lang at least I have a gift for my self na.

Next gadget to buy would be the Canon EOS 400d Digital SLR. Grade, naglalaway talaga ako sa D400 nung friend ko. Sobrang ganda. Once mabili ko yung 400d, I'll get serious with photography. I'll take short courses for digital photography narin para may formality at para kahit paano, may certificate ako. After nun, pwede na ako mag-tayo ng ID picture stand dito malapit sa PS. (tang inang yan!). hehehe...

Seriously, medyo maluho ang mga trip ko sa buhay. At ngayon lang silang lahat nag-mamaterialize. Before, I'm just using a beat up old school manual film SLR from my uncle. Pero panalo yun, maganda quality ng photo. Yun lang, medyo sumuko na yung shutter nya at ayaw ng bumukas. Di ko pa to napapagawa kasi medyo mahal din at kelangan ko pang pumunta sa Hidalgo St. sa Quiapo para ipaayos kasi doble ang halaga ng repair nya kapag sa mall.

Sa Christmas, sana makabili na ako ng EOS400d or at least, yung D40 ng Nikon. Hehehe...

Sa ngayon, dun muna ako sa Canon IXUS40 ko tsaka dun sa bagong bili na Sony Cybershot T100 Full HD digital point and shoot camera na binili ng dad ko for my mom. Hehehe... Panalo na rin yun...

Currently listening to: Yellowcard - Gifts and Curses

kitongzki

Payday ngayon. Eto ako at nakaharap sa PC para magbayad ng utang online. Ganito pala ang feeling ng may malaking utang. Nung August, nakalimutan kong magbayad ng Smart Bro connection ko so two months agad ang binayaran ko. Shiet. 2k agad yun. Bukas, si Ric naman ang babayaran ko for the cellphone, that's another 2210.

Oh my gulay! 5k nalang matitira sa pera ko at two weeks pa ko dapat mabuhay bago mag sweldo ulit. kamusta naman. Isa akong magastos na nilalang. Two weeks akong iiwas sa mall para makaiwas sa walang kwentang gastos. Yung flipflop leather case na gusto ko para sa bago kong phone tsaka ko nalang bibilin. screen protector nalang muna at least 100 lang yun. hay... three months pala akong ganito. hanggang di ko pa bayad yung phone. grrr... mukhang wala akong botday party nito ah. tsk... 13th month pay ur still 3 months away. hay... pera pera pera... kelangan kita... hehehe...

kitongzki

Have you ever received a really bad news? Do you know how it feels like receiving a bad news?

I have the answer for the questions I asked.

I received a news yesterday about Celeste, she's actually my cousin's bestfriend from Australia, she's a Filipina but she grew up in Melbourne, just like my cousin. They went here last February of 2006 and we spent some time together since I acted more like their tour guide and bodyguard while they were here. When they went back home to Melbourne, we still managed to communicate with each other up to know. It's been well over a year since I last saw her. Ok... enough of the flashback... and back to the bad news.

I received the information yesterday that Celeste had a car accident, I thought it was just a minor car accident but I was so damn wrong. Her car is wrecked and I looked more like a freakin' tin can. The car is beyond recognizable. Celeste has a spinal injury. I was informed that it's just a "hairline" fracture in her spine but damn, it's still a spinal injury for Christ's sake. I'm worried as hell. Damn it.I'm really bothered about what happened.

Since I'm like thousands of miles and oceans away from her, I can't really do anything but pray that she'll be ok.

Currently listening to: Yellowcard - Everywhere | Michelle Branch Cover