kitongzki

Masamang gising sa umaga. Basang kalsada. Masikip na bus. Trafik na langsangan. Basang laylayan ng pantalon. Yosing baliko. Bwiset na tawag. Malamig na Bicol Express. C2 na ubos. Lakad na hindi matutuloy. Surf Control na website.

Currently listening to: Beatles - Twist and Shout
Currently feeling: blank

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Nagising sa kanta ng UrbanDub. Nakasimangot sa umaga. Medyo masakit ang ulo. Tinatamad mag trabaho. Trapik sa SLEX. Umikot ng malayo. Masakit sa pwet. Inaantok sa byahe. Nakinig kay Mo Twister, Mojo Jojo, Grace Lee at Lil' Man Guile. Nakita ang dream house ko sa Portofino. Natrapik ulit sa Magallanes at EDSA. Natrapik ulit ng kaunti sa Ayala Avenue. Bumaba sa McDonald's Valero. Inabutan ng ulan. Nag-yosi habang nagpapatila sa Valero. Tumakbo sa ulan. Dumaan sa underpass. Naglakad sa ulan. Late sa trabaho. Magulo ang isipan. Hyper-acidity dahil sa alcohol. Kumausap ng bumbay. Kaibigang na-promote. Napag-iiwanan na ako. Hindi ito magandang araw.

Currently feeling: hassle!

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...or does it?

I am giving a present to this girl I really like. I didn't tell her that I actually bought it for her, what I told her is that a friend gave the gift I'm giving her which doesn't have any use for me. But in reality, I just bought it randomly for her because I know that she would like it and she would use it. I know it would make he smile especially now that she's pretty much stressed with all the projects that she has.

But anyway, what's your take on this? Good or bad? You can call this a white lie if you want to. Does the statement, "the end does not justify the means" applicable in this situation?

Currently listening to: Paramore - All We Know
Currently feeling: contemplative

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Subject: Katrina Lovelle Fabian-Arguelles (My niece)

Photographer: Joseph Keith Rosales

Camera: Sony Cybershot T100HD

Post-Processed using Adobe Photoshop 5.5 (Old School)

Currently feeling: Beer Mode

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Woke up today feeling really tired for some strange reason. I have been such a sleepy head for almost a week now. I keep on falling asleep on my way home. I think I am not getting enough sleep lately. I've been staying up late, surfing the web and chatting. It's been a while since I last posted something here and this is not one of the things that I like posting.

Anyway, while I was breakfast, mom blurted out a really sad news. My cousin, well, my second cousin died while giving birth yesterday morning. She's Abbie, we use to go to the same school (St. Ann Academy now known as St. Mary's Academy in Sta. Ana, manilawhen I was still living here in Makati. We're not really close but of course, she's a relative so I felt really sad. We haven't seen each other for ages and this is not the reunion I expected. The baby in her womb actually died like four days before since the umbilical cord got tangled on the baby's head. I think she never had any idea that it happened. When she had her consultation with her OB, the doctor found out about it and probably told her that she needs to go under the knife as soon as possible because poop is already in her womb and she's got infection already.

Unfortunately, the doctors decided to remove all of her reproductive organs to avoid the infection from spreading but to no avail. She died yesterday morning.

I'll be going to the wake on Saturday with the rest of the clan. It is so unfortunate since she left her struggling family behind and her 8 year old kid. Abbie is just 28 years old.

Rest in peace my dear cousin. Just watch us from above together with your baby and your dad and rest of our relatives who departed already.

Currently listening to: The Police - I'll be missing you
Currently feeling: sad

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Please give me everything but signals that are mixed 'cause I can't read your rolling eyes...

-DashboardConfessionals | againIgounnoticed

*You are causing so much confusion. Hell yeah I like you... Are you insensitive or are you just plain busy to notice it? Well anyway, I would still be your clone.

...‘Di mo lang alam
Kahit tayo’y magkaibigan lang
Napapaligaya lang sa tuwing nagkukulitan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Ako’y nandito lang
Hindi mo lang alam
Matalino ka naman...

...Malas mo
Ikaw ang natipuhan ko
Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan...

-UpDharmaDown | OO

*You're insensitivity is killing me...

Currently listening to: Audioslave - Like a Stone
Currently feeling: reflective