I let myself get nauseated every Zoolab session peeping through scores of specimens when the internet has a lot of them, clearer and with more vibrant colors.

And you dunno how hard it is to take pictures of the specimens. Goodness, even exhaling just once is not allowed.

...that I had second thoughts on bringing something. Yesterday, my calculator. I decided not to bring it because I didn't have Math subjects for that day. And yeah, I do think it weighs a lot. Later that day, my cousin asked if he can borrow my calculator.

Today, my music player. Bringing it to school is defined as too risky. But for someone as paranoid as I am, nothing to be worried about. So classes were suspended. Took an FX from Lawton to Perpetual Las Piñas. There's this uncanny noise inside the FX I found very infuriating. I wish I brought the ipod.

Won't let it happen the third time.

Ayan may panaginip na ko. Start na ng aking online dream journal. What the.

Una, worm daw yung isang teacher sa Chemistry sa Perps. Worm, uod.

Tapos, may choir. Ang mga taong nakita ko sa dream ko ay sina Xt, Celito, at yung lalaking kinaiinisan ko sa P1. Gosh, bakit siya pa. Andun din ang Lintag family. Except Tito Billy.

And then, after dapat ng choir na yun, magba-bike naman kami. Gustong-gusto kong bumili ng keychain na may bike. Wala lang, pang-terno. Nakabili ako, Rugratts pa nga eh. (Tama ba spelling?) Tapos 100 ang pera ko. Ewan, feeling ko bawat maliit na bagay may meaning.

Sus, ang nonsense talaga.

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For the second time around, I will say that I'm starting to love Facebook. It's a lot more fun there than in Friendster, (well, for me huh?!). Facebook has more depth (in every sense of the word) and is more classy compared to friendster. Friendster's a lil boring for me now and for the second time around also, I'm considering cancelling my friendster account and stick with facebook for good. But I'm having a second thought though for two reasons. One, most of my friends are Asians and it seems that facebook isn't so popular with Asians (i think). Most of my friends are still using friendster. And two, my friendster account has zumkindofa sentimental value to me. I created that account a couple of months after deleting the first account i made in 2004. So my dear friendsters, no worries coz I'm keeping my account.

I was supposed to read "Message in a Bottle" by Nicholas Sparks. But last night, after reading a few pages of it, i put it down but not because it isn't a great book. Nicholas Sparks is a great author and so his books. It's just that I realized that I am not up for fiction and love stories right now. I dunno, but after reading "Eat Pray Love" by Elizabeth Gilbert, I started to crave for inspirational novels. The kind that can bring me to a meditative state. Even in music, I noticed that I don't enjoy loud and head-banging sounds now. I don't care if the song is a thousand years old, as long as it's mellow, soothing and can put me to sleep, I'll listen to it. So goodbye to Linkin Park, limp Bizkit, The Calling and other punk and rock bands I love so dearly. Coldplay will remain as my all time favorite though, because their music's kinda slow too. I really don't know what caused this petty change in my musical and reading preferences. My friend Luis said that it's an indication that I'm gettin' old. Haha! May be I am gettin' old and I can't get away with that fact. But as long as I don't look my age, I wouldn't mind.

I love these edited pics. Hahaha! Courtesy of Marj. I'm amazed because I don't know how to do this stuff. I mean the editing and all. I'm really bad at it.

And oh... I'm up to doing something... a really brave move. Hayyyz. Please help me God.

Currently feeling: uncomfortable

So many roads that seem to lead down to the sea,
I wonder which road will be the right one for me.
Others may fall away, dead ending left and right.
But there is this one road that journeys far out of sight.

Have you wondered where your road will lead you?
Maybe to a bright day of sunshine,
or a starry night in heaven.
Or it might be you're afraid to go, afraid to go,
But you've got to follow your road,
or you'll never know, never know.

We are all but travelers living in a foreign land,
Just trying to find our way best as we can.
Looking for an answer, trying to find some light
And though we have journeyed far,
it's not quite far enough..

Have you wondered where your road will lead you
Maybe to a song that needs singing, or a summer rain
Or it might be you're afraid to go, afraid to go,
But you've got to follow your road, or you'll never know.

You've got to follow your road, follow your road, follow
your road.
And maybe someday your road will take you far away.

I love this song. Still looking for the right road for me...

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"One thing I learned from my father's courtship of Lily is the importance of perseverance. That in the face of true love you don't just give up, even if the object of your affection is begging you to. One thing I learned from Lily is the importance of forgiveness. She gave my father the gift of a second chance and, in kind, I watched him become someone actually worthy of that gift. And one day I hope I'll be lucky enough to find someone who will do the same for me. To the happy couple."

-Words of Chuck Bass of Gossip Girl-

Currently feeling: sick

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Finally, I finished reading the book "Eat Pray Love". It's beautiful, very beautiful! I was inspired all the way to my bones. Next in line is "Message in a Bottle" by Nicholas Sparks.

I love the fact that I'm really back to reading lately. Yehey! Reading gives me a sense of relief from all the stress I get in this overspeeding world of mine. It gives me a chance to slow down and beleive it or not, while I was reading "Eat Pray Love", i felt like I'm doing some sort of meditation. I felt like I'm alone in a temple, peacefully sitting on the floor, my eyes wide shut as I hum a chant that I can't understand but gives me an inner peace.

I love it!

Currently feeling: relaxed

Nabuhay na ulit ang ipot ko. Yay!

Kainis naman, wag ka na kasing masisira okay? (Talking to ipot)